Letter to Death

...Shes so done. Basicly it would be easier to die. I'm in love with the boy who breaks my heart by showing his face, I am hurt by the man who is supposed to be my protector, But instead he pushes me & he screams, Oh how he screams so loud at me, it hurts more then the bruses & I'm scared, I'm ignored by the person I look up to. Its like she sees right threw me, She doesn't seem to know me, I give myself, I don't care how I'm treated, I just want someone to loveme, I want to me told They love me, Even if it means they'll hurt me, I have the scars of cuts & self inflicted pain, & they will never go away, I have stains from tears I have yet to cry, but can already feel, I know they will come when I try to sleep, I just want to sleep, More then anything, I want to sleep, I never want to wake up, I'm so tired, I just want to sleep, & maybe I shall soon...